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06 พฤษภาคม

The usual, with a twist

The last couple of weeks have been HELL for me, although I have tried desperately to hide it.

I knew my estranged wife was seeing someone else, but I had it confirmed when I SAW them together (although in not as dramatic a fashion as I caught her with her previous fuck-buddy).

That she is continuing her whoring ways actually does not bother me. It's been a long time, and if I could actually find someone that wanted to be with me, I would be in the same, ahem, position as she is in.

What bothers me is I am struggling struggling struggling beyond belief to pay for my kids and for her to live in the house that they now live in (the pictures of which you can find here).

And I CAN NOT have her continuing her whoring ways in the house that I am paying for, while at the same time exposing my kids to someone else.

That's what pisses me off. She is getting a free ride, and I am getting fucked (well, NOT, but you know what I mean).

I was fully prepared to support my kids and her in that beautiful house, but because she can not keep her panties on, that has come to an end.

So.

I'm a mess, and seem to repell women as a result! hahahaha! Well, that is not my true concern

here anyway. Women don't want guys that are a mess. They want prince charming with the money bags and no baggage.

I went to see a lawyer the other day, and he says that the only way for me to 'get out of this' is to sell the house, take my 'share' and then pay the court ordered child and spousal support. Which would 'save me' about $1,000 a month. Holy Shit. I couldn't imagine having ANY money for myself, so this must be some kind of dream disguised as a nightmare.

Whatever happens, happens. I can't possibly be in more financial difficulty than I am. I can't possibly be more down and depressed than I have been. So I have nothing to lose.

She has everything to lose, including the enormous power she has had over me for the past several years.

That has ended. She's the mother of my kids, sure, but to me she is nothing but a whore that has chosen to destroy what was s'posed to be 'in sickness or in health, for richer or poorer, till death do us part'.

Now.

By simply saying that I sound like I am a bitter jaded disgusting damaged old man.

And I don't care!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Think what you will.

I am going to live my life for a) ME and b) my KIDS

And if anyone wants any part of my life, well, you better do something fuckin special, because I ain't got no room for bullshit anymore.

In return, I promise to remember that the actions of one shallow, selfish person are exactly that.

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	Darren Dutkiewiczเขียน: Hey Ray. Here it is in he hpuse. Believe me when I say thta you have nothing to lose and should have no guilt over it at all. Your ex wife made her choices. Your children will be ok. Just think when kind of nicer place you could with that extra cash when your kids come to visit. Maybe in time they will live with you. Do not think that doing the right things for the kids will make it better. Do what is best for YOU to be able to put YOURSELF in a better position to help the children. Make sense? Your ex does not have to keep winning. When you make it better for you to afford a decent life then your children will win. 2 homes on modest incomes is better then one in poverty and one in wealth. Your struggle tp maintain 2 homes is affecting you in wasy that you can not imagine, take care of YOURSELF, let your ex live with her decisions and live for YOU. Everything else will fall in place. 11 ก.ค.
	Julieเขียน: Hiya Ray, long time no chat...! Havent been here in forever and a day, thought I'd better say hello and read up on all that is you! Your lawyer is right, sell that house.. in this housing market, you cant go wrong. Who couldnt use the extra 1K a month, let alone only one job? Take care of yourself, see ya 'round msn sometime soon. Jules 14 มิ.ย.
	s-l-y เขียน: Hi Ray; Happy belated birthday, yes I know, very late. I was thinking of you on the 9th, I just didn't do anything about it. And I missed our 'date' on the 7th although I'm hoping you'll let me off the hook seeing as nothing was set in stone and it was really bad timing being Easter weekend and all. I still come by your space the odd time to see how you're doing and what you're up to. I'm doing alright, same old! You always sell yourself short, I do the same and we really need to stop doing that. I've been trying to change my life, how bout you? Miss you. 15 พ.ค.
	Kathryn Stephensเขียน: Schmoopies I hope it all works out for you! katt 11 พ.ค.
	Jennifer Newfieldเขียน: LOL Dontcha just love Crazy Cat Lady. Just stopping by to say hello and that I hope things go better for you. You don't sound bitter to me. You sound like someone who got screwed over. Take care and try to relax. Oh, and you have really cute kids. :) 10 พ.ค.
	CCLเขียน: 1000 a month? Holy shit - then you could be my sugar daddy! xoxo CCL 8 พ.ค.
	Judesเขียน: AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 7 พ.ค.

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